"Don't send me to prison." Jeff raped me for the first time while he was married to Jodi, then when I became fesrful, tearful, and unable to look him in the eye, he asked why I was different. "You raped me," I quavered, and he replied, "I had to jumpstsrt our sexual relationship. I was tired of waiting." He has proven with his own words beyond a dount that he is childish, petulant, irresponsible, and selfish I am so shattered by my quest jn my grief to understand my own son that I believe my children are better off without either of their parents. I am so afraid of the menory of my son laughing as his father tried to kill me that I don't understand a thing, yet it id his father's cold, calculsting plan to leave us plundered of anything, including my family, that has severed my tenuous hold on the future I believed in, thr future I envisioned dor my children. Jeff wanted to buy two carafes to replace the one I thought my son had irreparabl...