For Kristie Lynn, mom of shibu inus
: scott bigley You and Kristie decided that me being suicidal is manipulation. But you can’t do that. You can’t just abuse me and steal everything I have and rape me hundreds of times and watch it manifest into despair and suicidal ideation and then have a new woman decide for me that I’m manipulating you by not knowing how to deal with loving you so completely and having my life stolen from me—my education and my writing, my art, all my exuberance and drive, and my desire to build a future and a life for us both as well as me—well, no matter how I left you, it was going to leave a huge hole in my life. My heart. And then you wanted me to believe that you had a ton of love and money for me and the kids, but then I kept having to make promises and the love and money never came. So if I killed myself, I thought, then it being a sham wouldn’t bother me. And then the kids could have everything you promised them because I wouldn’t be in the way with the doubt and fear, and the protectiv...